day 1

weights to lose : 40kg

days left : 205 days

i need to lose 40kg (!) to reach an acceptable bmi.

ive set myself a date to reach that.

30th NOVEMBER 2011.

lets hope i can do it.

insyaAllah.

been a while.

since the last time i post something, lots of things happened in my life.

and im fortunate to say most turned out to be better.

i have a girlfriend now.

someone i loved dearly for nearly half a decade(saje nak make it sound lama giler haha)

has finally decided she loved me too.

its been a happy 8 months 15 days. or or 36 weeks rounded down. or 258 days. bliss.

i am not under any illusion that i am good looking.

im big. fat. obnoxious at times. i do looked good tho, from, erm, certain angles.

im fortunate my gf loves me for who i am.

but i think its time i improved myself.

ive been overweight (fat is just a mean word.haha) for most of my life.

ive decided its time to change that.

here goes nothing.